Tired Lightworker? The Unburdening is Here
The Unburdening
There comes a point on this path where your body begins speaking in a language your mind can no longer override.
It is rarely dramatic at first. It does not arrive with trumpets. It comes as a tiredness that feels different from the tiredness you are used to. A kind of ache that is not just physical but existential, a shortening of patience where once you could stretch yourself thin and still smile. A sudden inability to tolerate what you have tolerated for years.
And if you are honest, you know this is not weakness, nor is it regression. It is not you falling apart.
It is you no longer being able to carry what was never meant to be carried forever.
The body always knows first. Long before your mouth can form the words and before your mind can justify the change. Before you can explain to anyone what is happening, your system tightens. It’s as if something deep inside your bones can no longer hold up the old, it’s too tired to even try. Your energy dips. Your tolerance evaporates.
Not because you are weak, but because you are done contorting yourself to fit into the past version of who you were and the smallness you showed up in.
As your frequency shifts, the old scaffolding begins to feel unbearably heavy and the identities that once kept you safe start to feel misaligned. The coping mechanisms that helped you survive no longer feel like survival, they feel like suffocation. And what once felt noble now feels exhausting.
This is not a crisis.
It is an unburdening.
It is the slow, sometimes uncomfortable shedding of the roles you stepped into long ago, perhaps so long ago you forgot you were wearing them.
• The capable one.
• The peacemaker.
• The emotional regulator.
• The one who can hold more.
• The one who understands.
• The one who absorbs.
Your body is simply refusing to keep playing that part, even though it hardly knows who it is when it’s not in one of those roles. All you know at a very deep level is that you can’t do it anymore. And when you stop fighting that refusal, something extraordinary begins to happen.
You realise that the return to coherence does not start in the mind. It begins in the body, which has been patiently signalling the truth for far longer than you were willing to hear it.
Sensitivity Was Never Meant to Cost You
So many lightworkers grew up believing that sensitivity meant absorption. That to be gifted was to feel everything, carry everything, transmute everything. That if you could sense the pain in the room, it was somehow your responsibility to process it.
But sensitivity was never meant to turn you into a sponge that mopped up density.
Instead, sensitivity was meant to be an instrument, and a finely tuned one at that. Like any instrument, it was designed to create resonance and harmony, not depletion and burden.
The misunderstanding did not arrive loudly, it did not announce itself as distortion. It slipped in gently, wearing the costume of virtue.
Compassion slowly became collapse. What began as an open heart turned into a habit of making yourself smaller so others could remain comfortable. You told yourself you were being loving, when in truth you were disappearing a little more each time you overrode your own signal.
Empathy became overextension. You could feel what others felt so clearly that you mistook their emotional state for your own. Instead of witnessing their pain, you stepped inside it. Instead of standing steady, you stretched yourself thin trying to regulate storms that were never yours to calm.
Service became self-abandonment. Helping felt holy, so you kept saying yes long after your body whispered no. You gave time, energy, presence, reassurance, sometimes even your own clarity, because you believed love required sacrifice. Somewhere along the way, tending to yourself began to feel selfish, and neglecting yourself began to feel noble.
And none of this happened because you were foolish. It happened because you care. It happened because your heart is vast. It happened because no one ever showed you the difference between offering light and setting yourself on fire to keep the room warm.
You began to believe that if you just held enough, healed enough, endured enough, then perhaps the world would soften. Perhaps the people you love would finally wake up and then, perhaps the tension would ease and there would finally be space for you to breathe.
But no one heals because you disappear and no one awakens because you shrink.
What changes a room is not your exhaustion and depletion, it’s your powerful coherence, when you’re lit and activated.
Your sensitivity is a soul-gift and it was never given to you so that you could absorb other people’s wounds. It was given so that you could perceive those wounds and the deeper truth that lay beyond them. There is always light that others cannot yet see, and sensitivity is the mechanism that allows you to tune into them.
When you stop absorbing the pain of others, you will need to give yourself permission to do something higher. That is to stand in the light that you perceive and to bathe in it. To take it in. And when you learn not only that you’re allowed to do that, but are required to, something shifts. You stop carrying hardship and start illuminating the solution. You stop being the resting place of pain and start being the place where pain becomes alchemized into healing.
And that does not require effort. Light reaches others, not because you hold it in place. Light cannot be held in the way that darkness can because its very nature is to ripple and radiate rather than be contained. Allowing light to shine from within you is less about containment and more about illumination.
This will require you to be conscious and present, whilst connected to the bandwidths of light that others can’t yet perceive. Many lightworkers unconsciously denied themselves full use of their gift because they believed their suffering would alleviate the suffering of others. It never does. It only creates more suffering and amplifying pain was never your purpose.
The Sacred No
There comes a moment when the unburdening crystallises into a single, bone deep no.
Not a reactive no, nor a rebellious one, but a clear, grounded, almost peaceful declaration that billows with relief, as it echoes the release of all that was once carried.
A no to the agreements you never consciously signed and a no to managing nervous systems that are not yours. A no to proving your love through self-sacrifice. A no to the quiet belief that your light must be earned through endurance.
This no does not close your heart. It protects it by allowing it to open to the love you were always here to participate in.
It is the threshold where lightwork stops being labour and starts being embodiment. Where you realise that you are not here to hold the world together at the expense of your own well being. You are here to become so internally aligned that your very presence recalibrates the field. And that recalibration does not happen through force. It happens because you are no longer divided inside yourself.
The Holy Yes
Every true no creates space for a deeper yes.
A yes to your own frequency. A yes to standing in your medicine instead of carrying someone else’s pain. A yes to letting your light be visible without apology.
When you stop trying to heal the world and instead allow yourself to become that healing, you begin to notice something subtle but profound. The strain lifts, you remember that you’re not here to fix it all but to be it all. The performance ends and along with it, the need to convince dissolves. Your well-being comes online the moment that sacred yes is first uttered.
You are not searching for the answer anymore. You are living as it.
It is not loud or theatrical, just steady, and that steadiness does more than a thousand acts of overextension ever could.
You Were Never Meant to Carry It All
There is a version of you that has always been light, always in union with God-Source-The-Supreme-Creator-of-All-That-Is.
Even we knew that to be true, we imagined that to be light in this world, we would need to first remove all the density and then be purified and perfect. This was never the case. All we needed was to give up the idea that we were tarnished and that our smallness made others more comfortable. The truth is that your light is not something you can earn. It doesn’t come to you because you beg for it. It also won’t arrive because you demand it to. You can only reclaim your light by remembering it, by daring to reach beyond the programmed limitations we were born to and integrating it into embodiment, now.
This is the grate unburdening, and you are living through it. That exhaustion was never yours to carry, it was never a sign that you were growing too weary to continue but that in order to move forward, you had to stop carrying the past.
This frequency is part of a conversation that moved through Call 220 of the Plasma Light Tribe in a way that did not stay in the mind. It landed in the body. It shifted people. It brought things to the surface that had been carried quietly for years.
If you felt your own body respond as you read this, that is not accidental. The field is already familiar to you.
The Plasma Light Tribe is not about consuming content. It is about stepping into a space where these shifts are held, witnessed and integrated in real time.
If you are ready to stop carrying what was never yours, you will know. And when you know, the door is open.
You do not have to fight for your light.
You only have to stop fighting yourself.
From my heart to yours
I was just introduced to your work barely a week ago. Since then, I’ve devoured many videos and joined the Plasma Light Tribe. My burning question is this….
I knew when I was a child that I was meant to be a “minister”. I was subsequently kicked off that path by false messages from the church and led a very spiritless life until about 2012, when my heart began to open again. (One of your videos mentioned that 2012 was a pivotal year. I got chills when I heard that.) Anyway, since 2014, I’ve been trying to build a business as a happiness coach, spiritual mentor, health coach, meditation teacher…. all the things. I’ve learned about channeling and tarot and a teeny bit about astrology, numerology, Human Design, Gene Keys…
In one of your videos, you said there are three types of light workers: the frontline, the bridge (?) workers, and the anchors. I feel myself to be an anchor. :-). Anyway…
In 2024, I sold everything and set out to experience the world and see up close how humanity is relating to one another and to spirit. It’s been amazing and continues to be. I’m currently in New Zealand and loving it here.
I feel that I have been and continue to be “successful” as a lightworker. I’ve been on a beautiful path of awakening, and it just keeps getting better and better. I know in my bones that my most important “work” is to connect with my own divinity and shine my brightest light, in love and joy, and that’ also what I teach. But I have yet to figure out how this mission translates to money. I would dearly love to be able to support myself as a spiritual teacher, but after meeting you, it feels like I should just introduce people to you. Really.
Finally getting to the question…. What is the key to figuring out how to align my purpose (as a spiritual guide or teacher) with supporting myself financially? Or maybe I’m meant to do something else entirely to make money and just bring my purpose along there…. I know you’ll have some wisdom on where I search within myself for these answers. 🙂 I’m so happy to meet you!
Beloved Lauren, I am so glad that you are able to look back to your 2012 awakening and see perfect timing! You’re already successful as a lightworker! Being the teacher at the front may well not be for everyone, maybe your responsibility is to carry your divine spark wherever you go in the world whether it be- corporate, small business, anywhere. We need conscious souls raising vibration just by being authentic and present in everyday spaces. As for the financial stuff -you can make it any way you choose as long as you bring your full divine presence to whatever you choose to do. Your spiritual gifts don’t have to be your income. Sometimes our greatest service is bringing light to unexpected places. Trust your guidance. Show up fully. Keep shining. The world needs what you’re offering. So much love
I love this! I already feel a “lessening of a weight” and can’t wait to sit with this idea. My heart goes to a lot of different “work”. Thank you! I had my first call in the Plasma Light Tribe this morning, and it was wonderful! Excited to explore and keep learning. Love to you, my new teacher.
Lauren
Thank you so much for sharing your love with me and I look forward to spending many hours with you in the PLT. Keep sitting your bum down, showing up for you and most importantly, be gentle with yourself. So much love xx
all my roads led me right to my Tribe. i am delighted to be here and so happy for all of your love. i’m so excited. and, i’m proud of all of us right now. we’re about to do this! i’m happy too, that i did figure most of it out before it all changes. and with your knowledge and guidance, it’ll help me understand more even quicker. this is gonna be a wild time. you are such a treasure. from my heart to yours,
thank you dearest Kerry.
A’ho
Tracey
Oh Tracey this your message puts a glow in my heart and a twinkle in my eye. How good does this get?!
I listened to Kerry’s lecture about ascension of the organic beings out of the false matrix into the divine real matrix and the archons are not fully organic anymore but part AI and part organic so they can’t ascend into the divine matrix. Does that mean the vaccinated people who are no longer fully organic cant ascend too? This has been troubling me.
Dear Janice
Ascension remains free choice, those who have had those medical treatments made a choice (even though most will say they had no choice in the matter) but at a soul level it was agreed. Ascension is quite possible for them, there is simply more density for them to transmute. They need to do more work on alchemizing the density in their bodies with light. This is very much part of the work we do in the Plasma Light Tribe. So much love xx
WOW !
This landed in my soul and burned through my core.
Thank you for being💫 ❤️
And thank you for being part of the ripple xx
I felt like I should go to your blog after the last PLT call that I experienced this morning and I read this… What a wonderful gift you have given us with this article (that makes so much sense etymologically as well 🤩) that is a new piece of the puzzle. Thank you Kerry, for everything.
“Maybe the next step is to not fight yourself.”
Since a couple of days I have this, is it called dread? Not depressed, but just feeling done. Ready to throw the towel. Where am I fighting for? For who am I fighting? What has all those years of fighting giving me?
The only thing I can come up with is keep this human vessel alive. More or less.
I saw your video today, where you talked about a slow period, gaining momentum. It was indeed a slow period, since October. Practicing listen better and better to my body. Allowing to be tired, allowing to rest. No judgement, no shame/blame.
Since a couple of days I feel this…. is this it? Will it always be like this? Is it really going to get better?? Am I really going to be physically able to participate in life in the future? Or is that just an illusion I hold myself to keep the hopes up and all that?
Because that is what we learned to do when life does not go easy on you.
One day last week I had this though, it wasn’t even depressing. More a kind of releaving.
If my body is not able to wake up in the morning anymore anytime soon. It’s OK too. I’m good to go. There is no reason to stay anyway. Already had different big cleaning phases of different types of emotional detaching.
The only goal I have had and kept holding on the last 8 years, was about healing my health. All the other ambitions had to be released. Now I can see those ambitions where not the healthy ones, but the pre “false matrix” programmed ones. That would have kept me in this loop of depleting my body. Theoretically my body should be able to get better. I have been adding, removing changing everything upside down, for all the best of reasons.
I never was this person that believed in miracle healing if you pray hard enough God will take your suffering away. (Religiously raised)
I preferred the practical approach. Research, try things out, and see how the body responds.
At this point in time, I do question myself if this being chronicly sick is a spiritual thing.
If I am being kept ‘under the radar’ for a reason, by a lack of better words.
I have seen some content of different people about being sick for so long, NDE’s, but also allowed to miraculously heal somewhere along the line. Am i allowed to do that to?
Last week I was at the beach, looking to the sky, thinking about your other video, about the air beings, and the light codes from the sunlight. Wishing and hoping.
Thank you for what you do 🙏🏼
You are so very welcome and I am so happy that you took the time to write to me. Each one of us walk a very different sacred path. You always have free will and choice, you need to ask your self how much healing are you are willing to allow FOR YOU.
Be where you are. Completely. Wholly. So much love
I take this Truth deep into my core to digest fully. It touches me SO deeply. The brain starts ranting, the body knows.
THANK YOU, Kerry 🙏🏾❤️🔥
I needed to read, absorb and revisit this post and call 220🙏🏾
You are such a BLESSING in my life🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Eva, ava 🦋
Just as You are a blessing to me. So much love my beloved Eva B xx